This weekend, I overlooked my nasuea and headed to muskoka.  After being in the moutains and breathing fresh air - the city was just too overwhelming....besides, i'm in the middle of a metamorphosis.

Yes the nausea stayed all weekend however - it did subside momentarily when I drove into town to get some food supplies.....and drove right into the FIREMAN'S CHARITY CAR WASH!!!!   They had the pants, the suspenders, the no shirts - and what service!   Just what is a girl supposed to do in muskoka by herself anyway?  Get her car cleaned of course!  It was such a HOT day, that there was a bushfire to be certain........and then I went home. Alone.  To put it out by myself.  (Kiwi, party of one, Kiwi, party of one......)

The sun was shining, the wind was blowing thru the trees ever so gently.....since my trip outwest -I've found sleep......and last night I had another fabulolus sleep.  So great in fact, when I woke up at 6:30 (ugh) I heard the rain, smiled, and rolled over.  Just two saturdays before, I had woken up in Abbotsford - to the rain on a tin roof of "the tractor".....and this morning, I woke up to rain on the tin roof of the cottage I was in.  I stayed in bed until 12:30!!!  And was silent until 6:00 when I closed it up.

I think sometimes, it's nice to not talk for a couple of days.  Altho i'm sure i'll find a reason to make up for that tomorrow!!